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There is before me so much to do that I would regard it as a terrible tragedy if I died before I was allowed to complete at any rate a little of it[84a]. I see new developments in Art and Life, each one of which is a fresh mode of perfection. I long to live so that I can explore what is no less than a new world to me. Do you want to know what this new world is? I think you can guess what it is[84b]. It is the world in which I have been living.
摆在面前的有这么多事情要做，无论如何也得让我完成一些，否则就此死去，真会是天大的悲剧[84a]。我看到了艺术与生活新的发展，而每个发展都是一个新的完美的方式。我渴望活下去，探索这一于我简直就是新天地的世界。你想知道这新的世界是什么吗？我想你也猜得出[84b]。就是我一直以来生活的这个世界。
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